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Friday, November 30, 2007

i'm impressed!
my eyes dont feel dry even though ive been wearing the contacts for more than 12 hours!
hah!


Blogged @ 10:46:00 PM




oh man, this is sad.
i called all the besties - hayati, huda and amelia... and none of them are available.
i know i can just call their mobile instead of home phone... but i prefer calling house numbers at night la, dont bother asking me why. i'm weird.
whahaha.
no maybe cos i'm proud that those are the few of many numbers which i memorised! - since we dont have to memorise numbers these days cos well, the handphone does the job for us dont u think?

anyhows, met up with hafizah this morning to JOG! and so we realised we really havent been exercising... sigh.

decided to not go for guitar since.. hahah some reasons right, nurul?
aand i slept from like 11.15AM to 12.30pm! SO, i didnt get to do any chores before i leave to meet ameera! oh well. we went to catch enchanted - which we thought was enchanting. hahaha riiight... saw CHERYL THAM YIJUN and my cousin, kakak siti! cheryl said she saw huda, but i didnt bump into her.. hahah.

after the movies, we headed down to fareast where we walked around kinda aimlessly since we were low on cash and and and i saw those shoes ive been dreaming of! :'( I REALLY LOVE IT. but maybe it's not meant to be for me because suddenly that section of shoes was seriously minah/lian infested. boohoo...

then.... we had fried mars bar! :D and headed back home. nothing much la probably cos the movie took up a lot of time. and aneesa didnt tag along cos she just came back from OBM. all i know is that we laughed our asses off as usual over many things.

cant wait for tmrw! if we are meeting up that is. :D

i'm so jealous my sister got the edusave scholarship thingy. the last award i ever got was the good progress award or smth - a hundred and twenty bucks only. but i am thankful la. though it was like 3 - 4 years ago or so.. nonetheless, i'm happy for her achievement. (: so i guess i'll be expecting a quality birthday present then? hahh kidding.

grr.. my throat's really itchy!
bye!


Blogged @ 8:43:00 PM



Thursday, November 29, 2007

ok i just realised i'm very indon.
hurhur.
my blog song is also an indon song... i think?
what's with the re-sudden obsession since post O's?
heehee


Blogged @ 1:47:00 PM




ahh staying at home can be good at times
especially in the morning when i can watch Cinta Fitri - an indonesian tv series.
even though some of the characters can be quite irritating, one of them just appeals me cos he's cuuute. hahahah. well to me at least. (:




alright got to go now.
i finally started on my hw!!!
now i need to toilet - must be the yogurt + oranges that i had last night.
byeee


Blogged @ 1:33:00 PM



Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i think i'm stressed.
knowing that some people actually started with their revision already and me still thinking it's the post O lvls or something!
i should really be studying huh?
omgsh study study study!
when will it ever end?!
:'(
oh the misery.
then again, i'm probably making it sound so bad when it's not actually?
all i need is some discipline for myself.
i keep telling myself this over and over again but ive yet to instill the will power to change!!!
and i'm so sick of listening to my mind procrastinate!
"tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow..."
UGHH.


stress story aside..
i just feel like going out again!
now that my service learning task is done.. i'll miss the national library...
hahaha riiight. like i cannot go there again liddat.

went out with ruz and helmi again after farah and i did our service learning.
farah ah.. that lucky girl.
she already got like 90% of what she wanted!
IN ADDITION, she'll be getting SOME MORE money!
was supposed to get present(s) for somebody but that somebody tagged along so a bit hard la right? harhar
anyways we went to town to eat and window shop again. nothing new.
before meeting the guys, farah and i were caught up with the rain.
the rain was pouring like crazy that my umbrella broke due to the strong wind.
so there we were... trying to get to Sultan Mosque from the library. then we found some peace while waiting for the rain to subside because we prayed and recited the Quran at the mosque! (:

oh the heart pain moment was when i saw that 28bucks bag from Mango and i didnt bring enough money. SOBS. no wait, maybe it's a blessing in disguise. i might not even like that bag after i bought it so yea, let's be thankful that i didnt buy it. er, yea i feel so much better. hur. actually, i really loved it. i already have a wishlist - not that it's always been fulfilled. i have got to stop having desires for unnecessary objects! goshh

going to school tomorrow!
yay!
at least there's something to do rather than staying at home and playing sims2 university like i've got not life.

last night talked to ameera for about 36min or so. omgsh i miss that woman!
yayy! we're meeting up on friday, insyaallah... (:
hahahah
"i dont think i'm buying from monDO THOUGH"
ok fine inside joke.

and i watched nurul's Main Hoon Na already!
ahhh i feel like watching it again!
it's like a 4.5 star movie or smth!
okay maybe there are better ones. maybe cos i dont really watch bollywood movies la huh.
i miss renting VCDs and watching them till late at night.
sadly, i dont think i should be doing that now if i dont have the discipline to study.
what am i talking?
bahh


i guess i'll go bathe now and wait for Gol & Gincu to start!
why dont malay shows have their episodes play on tv everyday like indonesian or chinese shows?
'Cinta Fitri' on SCTV is goooood too! maybe cos the guy is cuuuute.
hurhur


right, before i start talking MORE crap than ever, i better stop.
toodles!


Blogged @ 8:04:00 PM



Sunday, November 25, 2007

oh man.
i think im obsessed.
if only i have money!
i'll probably live in the shopping centre.
now the money's gone with the wind... all i'm left with is a hole in my pocket.
hah! riiight.
thankfully the above statement is not quite true.
i do have a bit of money left.
but not a lot.

anyone wanna rob the bank with me tonight?
meheheh...

omgsh madhiah just stop it will you?!
so not funny!




ahhh im sick!
ive been at the computer for i dunno how many hours?!
i dont even know what im doing.
wasting time probably
why cant i watch tv?
oh maybe because there are other people hogging all the tvs in the house?!
and my dad unsubscribed a few channels i think.
because the usual channel watched is always the SPORTS CHANNEL.
sorry, but im not a sports freak.
it seems like there are soccer matches every hour or something.


talked to hayati on the phone for like 45min!
hahahaha.
it all started with my issue with ebay!
darn it.
ahhh heart pain.

arghh why do i feel angry all of a sudden?
must be teenage angst!
hahahah
ok merepek


bye


Blogged @ 10:51:00 PM




ahh!
:D
sorry for the nonsense kind of mood huh the day before yesterday.
what's up with me man?
freak!
bwahahah.

anyways felt SO SO much better after the torturous + relaxing massage yesterday.
i have body aches practically all over.
more fun entered my soul when i reached vivo city with my aunt.
omgshh i wish i could have everything i wanted!
i'm dreaming to get that top from forever21. i asked my sister if she could get it for me for my birthday! she said no problem! but the problem is weather the top will still be available or not! and i saw nice sweaters from Mango and GAP as well! omgsh madness!
im really happy because i went home with a few stuff!
my aunt got me this halter neck top and i got myself a new pair of metallic lavender pumps and my mom got me a pair of havianas sandals which she hasnt paid me back yet la, i used my money first. hahah token for passing promos la. :p
walked around SOO much and ahhh heavy eye feasting session with the wonderful things. i need to get a bag!!

finally rested at Secret Recipe because starbucks was fully occupied! i LOVE the yoghurt freeze or smth. yummy.
after massage ystd, we ate at hjh maimunah restaurant. today had prata for breakfast then went for a wedding! ahh i think the calories intake has exceeded greatly yesterday and today. boohoo...

what else?
oh yea cecilia going back indonesia soon..
shikeen's birthday was ystd!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURASHIKEEN MAIDIN! :D

oh darn it im close to getting broke.
and i had a thought.
i felt that i needed a job but i know im not allowed to because well.. some reasons.
and just as i was thinking of that, my neighbour staying across my block called and talked about the deal we sorta made! so im tentatively employed as of 5th december! ill be tutoring her p5 and p6 kids starting with a 3mths trial. she asked me to name the price that i wish to be paid and i told her it's up to her. but she insisted! so now i dunno how much i should get paid.. woohoo! own income babyy! :D fine la not that it's A LOT but u know.. some extra cash for me would be gooood. :D

okay ive gotta go now. :D
tata~!


Blogged @ 1:37:00 PM



Friday, November 23, 2007

ok now im depressed.
maybe its just the season.
the weather is warm all of a sudden.
):

its always the girls who have to put up with high hopes.
or maybe its just me.
shrugs.

thank God there's hayati the twinzeh to talk to now! (:


Blogged @ 11:52:00 PM




omg i dunno who to talk to right now.
just got off the phone with nasuha.
omg our phonecalls were never dull huh.
i had a hard time laughing silently because my house is noise sensitive.

talking to my siblings is like talking to the air sometimes.
i just cant get any decent reply from them sometimes.
not that there's anyone in particular to talk to online...
actually there is but... aiya shy la.

ahh stomach flipping again.
:$


Blogged @ 10:13:00 PM




my stomach's doing the flips.
i love this feeling but it's depressing. ):


i wish i'm in KL.
or any parts of malaysia.
because many things cost lesser there!
then i dont have to feel so guilty if i decided not to like the item of purchase anymore.
i'm just afraid to spend sometimes.

had dental appointment just now.
it was really quick.

i'm hungry.


hey you, come online la.


Blogged @ 6:34:00 PM



Thursday, November 22, 2007

omggg so tired!
i wanna sleep so badly and my feet ache. i hope not to wear those 8dollars shoes anymore cos now my feet got Aids. wahahah.
and iSqueeze doesnt help - at all!

the service learning thingy was interesting.
now farah and i know how to use the microform thingy already!! :D
thanks to the that indonesian man who helped us! lol
borrowed some books after that. i love Marian Keyes's. :D
i dont like the Under the Duvet book though. maybe cos when i borrowed it long time ago, i didnt have to mood to read.
anyhows, after that met up with ruzaini and helmi at bugis junction..
had lunch at zamzam or smth - ruz's treat! whee~! thanks! :D
then the 3 of them had to pray so i walked around Bussorah St to see what i can find.
then i suddenly remembered my grandmother wanting something for her sister in Pahang, so i grabbed the opportunity to get them for her. by then there was helmi la cos he didnt have kain. i thought which mat was talking to me. gosh.

after that what ah?
oh yea went to OG to look for ruz's sister's present.
omgggg my eyes feasted on so many bags and those slip-ons! ahh.
too bad my amount of cash is limitted. i might make them as my birthday wish.. i guess. (about one month and 12 days till THE DAY yawww! hahaha)

then then it was the bugis street time and farah was looking for her school bag and cardigans. hahahah she ended up getting the most items! thanks to the persuasive pple around her.. ahem..

topshop/topman after that.
heeeeheeee.
behind the loveliest $73 cardigan was a very nicegood looking salesperson.
alright putting that aside..
we went to peninsula next and farah finally got her cardigan!
ermm before that what did the rest get ah? erm nothing i think besides ruz who got his psp!!

and THEN we headed to river island at raffles link there la and ruz was disappointed. oh the drama!
and and we went to new urban male! ahah
the flipflops i wanted wasnt there anymore :'(

so we went to marina square where i finally got smth for myself. kate moss parfum deodorant since the perfume itself is too ex la. im not rich mahh. :p

so overall who did the most shopping?
FARAH.
so much for the fear of regrets ehhh? :p
hahahah


i just dont know what to get whenever i have money.
and everytime i DONT have much money, i have SOOO many things to buy.
why is it like that everytime?
i know deep in my heart there are so many things that i want.. but i just feel selfish to indulge myself with all those things when i know i might just be wasting my money. and hearing the frequent nags of "you have so many of this and that already! learn how to save money!!", i never realised that ive spent soo much - which explains why i didnt have much money. and when i do have them, i'll probably make myself lose them again due to some impulsive purchase which i didnt really do much of it today which is great because i didnt spend much but to make myself feel at ease, i got myself an item which is not too expensive but not cheap either to gain satisfaction. ohh what am i mumbling. sometimes when i read back what i wrote in my diaries, i dont even understand what's written. whatever madhiah.

now i wanna sleep.
tonight isnt as exciting as last night. boo...



ps// sometimes i cant help but to turn down offers of going out because there are reasons to it. it could be due to my mood, the people who will be there, whether my parents allow or not or just the gut feeling that i KNOW i shouldnt be there. my parents are not like other people's parents? they may have allowed me to go to certain events, but i cant go out all the time. when i know ive gone out a lot, i make sure i stay at ho MORE so at least i can go out the next time if i reaaally wanna go, get what i mean? so im really sorry if i cant go out a lot and have to turn down some offers. truly. i just cant expain the way i feel clearly. its all in my head, but disorganised. oh well.

good night everyone!


Blogged @ 9:55:00 PM



Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i wanted to save some malay stuff.
so i went to My Documents, then School Stuff and then i automatically clicked... PW when i was supposed to save it under Malay.
hahahah
see what PW had done to me?
ok that's quite random. hee

oh yea i know a potential mats&minahs song and ringtone that they'll be playing out loud in the MRT or smth.
i kinda have a feeling it'll be Give It To You by Eve & Sean Paul.
the song is nice when i heard it a few times.. kinda got real sick of it though.. still, the beat is really catchy. (: but whatever.
now i'm hooked to Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
but i think ill get sick of it soon too.


anyways, today my emotions were rather haywired. i dunno.. it must be the 'P'. yes it HAS to be it. many things happened.. like guitar practice (which i went for like 0.5hrs or so?) and the newspaper collection with MCS and the MCS meeting that kinda pulls some tension strings(ok maybe im quite exaggerating) - which i had to leave halfway cos got appointment with my grandmother. hee sorry..


tmrw's the service learning @ NLB! omgsh.. hopefully i'll know what to do. because as we all know.. farah and i.. i think we're quite blur lah, right? hrmmmft..

okay i think i wanna go massage my grandmother because she hinted that ever since i finished my exams, i stopped massaging her. :/

bubbyee~!


Blogged @ 9:11:00 PM



Monday, November 19, 2007

life is full of surprises.
one minute i was damn pissed, the other minute im in cloud nine.
:D:D:D

i ate oriental chicken salad from kfc at about 4++pm.
now i am starving at about 11.17pm.

i HAVE to lose weight.
good night!


Blogged @ 10:57:00 PM



Saturday, November 17, 2007

you know what, i feel like making up for the unhappiness i brought upon myself (see few previous entries).
i didnt blog about my mom's birthday, neither did i wish pekshia happy birthday here (though i dont think she reads my blog).
i didnt blog about the 'beloved' Oral Presentation day.
i didnt blog about diyanah's birthday..
i didnt blog about the mendaki raya outing.
i didnt really blog about the promo results.
i didnt blog about the last day of school.
i think.
there are so many good things that happened which i overlooked whenever i feel depressed.
i might have missed out a few more events, but nvm la. i'll try to recall as i move on.

anyways, it was my mom's and my aunt's birthday on the 10th november.
i love them SOOOOO much.
so happy belated birthday!
hahah nenek so cute.


before that was diyanah's birthday on the 6th when we celebrated at sakura.farah and i kinda spoilt a few bits of the 'surprise',
okay maybe not a few.
took neoprints! HAHAH!

happy belated birthday to pekshia on the 11th nov! (:
long time no see.

all my closest friends got promoted!
yay cecilia, you made it!
omg, i teared when she got her results ystd.
i dunno what's up with me this yr, emotionally unstable. (right...)

oh right the mendaki raya!
some people pangseh-ed la.
so only 6 of us turned up. erwin joined us later on. and i mean reaally LATER.even mr khai didnt pick up our one million and one phonecalls.
well, he could have told us earlier, couldnt he? and not make us wait like what only.
the earlier part of the day was kinda mundane, but we turned on the heat towards the later part of the day.
phototaking at amelia's house was crazy.

aaand the last day of school was yesterday!
the 'big' break has come for me to catch up on chem, math, mll, and econs!
especially CHEMISTRY.
i totally dont get the last few chapters that we just learnt because i was asleep most of the time.
distributed lots of flyers on friday.
firstly for guitar, nurul, cecilia, mala, farah and i went to 768 to distribute flyers.
we were damn thirsty, so we indulged ourselves with snacks from the shops nearby.
during the later part of the day, had the service learning briefing then me, farah, aishah, cecilia and nurul stayed back to settle some CIP stuff. then we met mala and dsitributed MORE FLYERS! damn tiring la - but fun!
theennnnn.. the best part! we ate at pizza hut (aiya, the one combined with KFC tt one la). the service doesnt impress me much though.

so now actually ive nothing much to do.
so bored..
i dunno what i'll do without school since im so used to being in school.
i'm not like amelia.. everyday booked. :p

next week...
monday - guitar ensemble newspaper collection day.
wednesday - MCS newspaper collection + guitar practice?
thursday - service learning @ NLB
friday - dental appointment
saturday - massage day! :D
sunday - vivo city with my cik cah! (:
another monday - service learning @ NLB again.

whoa whoa.

oh yea! i accompanied my brother prom shopping about a week ago during deepavali!
and i got new shoes!
that rich boy spent much more than i did last year.
i didnt even spend much last year since half of what i wore were nasuha's!
and thanks to him i've got topshop/topman/dorothyperkin's membership card!
woohoo~!
fine, not that ive A LOT to spend.
:D

now i really need a new bag!
the current bag's zip's been acting up!
and there's a tear somewhere.
so why not a new bag right?? :D

alright, fine..
i think i might have typed out a lot of random stuff.
craaapp..
okay enough of all the old news already.
excuse me, i am a bored person.


Blogged @ 9:13:00 PM




so boring.
every time i visit my blog, the hit counter increases, but nobody tags. ):
ok la dont blame them, i also dont tag when i bloghop.
so should i remove the tagboard then?


Blogged @ 7:48:00 PM



Friday, November 16, 2007

this is just SO FRUSTRATING!
i cant even DO WHAT I WANT sometimes without ANYONE pestering me to STOP what i was doing! why do i always get the noisy younger ones to come up to me each time i use the computer for pleasure's sake at night?!
my brother sleeps so late even when there was O lvls, watching SOCCER on tv, yet i dont hear much complains or remarks whatsoever!
and here i am just doing whatever i feel like doing on the computer... this is was i get:
"kakak! STOP LA! mak asks u to off the computer!!!"
"oi! STOP LA! ADDICTED!"

cant anyone just bleedin SHUT UP these days?!?!?!
why do i feel as though pple in this house dont trust what im doing?!
WHY DO THEY LIKE TO BLAME THE COMPUTER SO MUCH?!?!
i mean like, HEY! i do my homework! i do study!
whats the problem!?!?
today's the last day of school and cant i get a weeny bit of freedom at least to play or smth?!
GOSH!
it's not like i'll sleep at 3AM like some people do watching soccer or anything!
all i need is a little freedom to do what i want to do and allow me to show everyone that i can stop without anyone bothering me to do so!

AGJHREKFN

PERIOD! YOU BETTER COME SOON OK!? STOP THIS STUPID PRE-'EVENT' thingy!
IT'S BUGGING ME SO MUCH HOW I GET SO IRRITATED SO EASILY!

i spent money like water today.
maybe i would have had more money in my wallet now if people pay me back the money which i used to get the gift which is supposedly from 'all of us' ANYWAYS. talk about stingy-ness.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH























sorry if i offended anyone.

these days i only talk about my own frustration over several matters.
i dont even talk about what happened in the day when actually SO many happy things happened!
it's like i appear happy in the day and when darkness falls, i turn very unstable.
tell me i suck.
k bye.


Blogged @ 11:32:00 PM



Wednesday, November 14, 2007

my horoscope on friendster for today says...

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)Capricorn

Distractions abound today, so it will be a struggle to keep your eye on the ball.



although i dont believe in astrology, it's purely coincidental that today i was rather distracted in whatever i was doing - well ok, not everything.

ive been REALLY irritated during chem lecture because i just couldnt and still cant understand what those two lecturers rattled on about. plus, the topics just seemed SO mundane yet it was said to be the "easiest topic to score". anyways, this is not a new story la. ive put up with that for almost a year now, so it doesnt matter. BUT what matters is that we (farah, mala and i) are surrounded by NOISY people who are obviously smart already since they can afford to be noisy. thus, with those distraction and my failure to comprehend the lecturer, i too started talking. it's just SOOO sickening! and i end up losing out MORE! it's just not fair! some people dont even attend lectures and can score higher marks than those who attend all lessons. irritating!

lately, so many things seem to be dreadful! i dreaded going for guitar but it turned out fine eventually... now i dread going for chem and math lectures every single day because these eyes of mine keep shutting down! what's the point of going for lectures?! oh man.. this guilt is overbearing. why cant i pay full attention?!

gah.
i'm very sleepy now - as usual.
bye


Blogged @ 10:01:00 PM



Monday, November 12, 2007

im soooo annoyed!
i just dont feel like doing anything.
i dont wanna study or do homework or do anything for that matter.
i just feel like sleeping right now.

no moooooooood.

but if i were to follow my mood all the time, then nothing will be done.

no one seems to look forward to the formal dressing day.
fine, then i dont look forward to it now.
it's funny how everyone SEEMED to be so excited last year.
sigh. aiya, actually i also dunno what to wear.
and NO WAY am i gonna go buy court shoes.
i already bought so many shoes this yr. crazy lar.
ok not really. but A LOT to my parents' eyes who dont indulge in footwear and clothes at every expense.

gahh..
have to do econs la.
so irritating!
like wth, redo promo essay.
sjnfdlkmvltoi


bye la!


Blogged @ 9:18:00 PM



Sunday, November 11, 2007

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

im so freakin bored la.
i feel like i havent been in school for AGES when it's only been 2.5 days only.
staying at home these days make me LAZY.
the more naggings i get, the lazier i get.
i dont mean to be sooo stubborn but.. OH I GEDDIT. the 'P' is coming soooon.
omgsshshshiwehjhdbfkj SOO irritated!
i think the new maid(after so long) is coming some time this week.
gahh why cant i have a butler or smth.
or why cant i have my old tante lilis back?
oh! maybe cos she's married and has a son to look after now!
who freakin cares about serving us right?
and maids are so expensive. as much as i dont want my mom to fork out money on the maid's salary PLUS the levy(however u spell it), i do like having maids around sometimes despite the incessant naggings from my grandmother. having a maid around would mean tt my grandmother doesnt have to do a lot of work(though i think she still would), my clothes can be neatly pressed without me having to hide them from my grandmother just in case she irons them!

sigh. thing is, my grandmother and housework are inseparable. i think it's like an in-built thing since young? so she cant bear to draw herself away from doing chores? it's not that i dont love her or dont care for her. i feel bleedin guilty for not being as great as girls "those days". i dont cook, i dont wash the toilet, i dont wash my own clothes (well only sometimes) and i dont even iron my own clothes!
JUST WHAT KIND OF ANAK DARA AM I?!
gahh maybe i was pampered too much. OR MAYBE hehe.. im just looking at my negative side.. like what the adults always do at home. it SEEMS to me that they only rake up the bad points. then again, i am also looking at the negative point of view. maybe i dont realise it when they're praising me or smth. bahh whatever. i'll be in tip-top condition in time for me to have my own family. by the time im married, i WILL be a pro chef, SUPERmaid and everything else, just like everyone else's mom. hopefully.

in conclusion, it's a beneficial thing living with my grandmother even though my ear drums keep beating from the never-ending lectures from A to Z and back to A and to Z again (you get the point). i learnt so many values from her. i also got to know her love stories. and the hardlife she faced. (it seems as if everyone those days faces hardship - like inevitably or smth).. i know she hates it when parents let their toddlers run about when they go to pple's house, she thinks malay pple should speak malay, she thinks anak dara shouldnt fart loudly, she knows when it's going to rain, she knows how to make me feel guilty. Putting those aside, she can make cute jokes, she dances occassionally despite her gaut, she cooks well, she's been really patient with all of us, she's very hardworking, she knows a lot of pantuns, and many many more.

Above all that, i still love her very much because you know what? when i become a grandmother one day, i might be a carbon copy of her personality. so better not talk so much now. only difference.. maybe i wouldnt recall experiencing hardship, i know how to use the computer and handphone and i can speak better english. haha.

oh gosh i didnt know i ranted so much.

anyhows, Nenek, i LOVE you no matter what you do and I'm sorry for being such a lazy bum. (:

(the lady on the left (: )


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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

i feel sad. ):
maybe i shouldnt mention it here but i cant help it!
i just dont feel right..
i mean, it may not be my fault, but it may also be my fault too you see..

LPPV and SFA
you guys have been part of my life.
imagine life without you people this yr, the year would have been wayyy different. like hey! we've been through PW together and i never realised how much i appreciate the 5 of us being together until OP. gosh those memories. i wish you people all the best, stay strong and thanks for being part of my life. oh yea, im very sorry if i was ever mean to any of you.

sigh i think i'm tearing already.


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Monday, November 05, 2007

Praises to Allah!
:D

I'm truly thankful and i vow to work extremely hard for next year!


gosh, it's not that i can help being over-emotional.
my grandmother made a fuss over me crying because i accidentally told her that i cried even before the results. my mom was defending me so phew! the difference in perspectives between the older generation and the younger is really really different huh? and the middle generation so poor thing, have to try to please both the generations. my grandmother said she doesn't see the need of me crying, while here i was fending for myself saying that emotions are hard to control and that it shouldn't be held back or else i'd go mental. so my granny gave in. maybe she saw the logic. hehe. anyways, crappy story aside.. i'm just really glad and relieved! and congrats to all my friends as well! though well, yeah some are not as blessed as the rest, i'm sure there's a reason and blessing to every mishaps. what we dont get now, we may get later, dont u think? ;)


yayy!
k im very contented! ;)


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Saturday, November 03, 2007

i am blessed with so many good food today that i swear my stomach is seriously 4months pregnant with fats!!!

woke up for morning prayers and then bathed to go to the MARKET at Chongpang with my mom. ate at MACDONALDS. (: went home and got ready to meet the yj pple to go to Cikgu Noraidah's house.

we ate BRIYANI rice there! omg damn nice lar. then.. one incident happened. a house lizard dropped on farah for the second time this year! hahahahah. so funny la. we also played foosball like mad people!




rushed home, then went to hayati's house with my mom! ate MEE GORENG and CHIX WINGS. :D and the blue drink! hahahah. then hayati ah, she salam-ed me and KISSED MY HAND! hahahahah. k all the best for ur exams k darling! oh and see u tmrw! lol

went to causeway point later on to accompany my granny buy present for my mom. ate at SANUR restaurant.

so that was how i got 4 months pregnant.


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Friday, November 02, 2007



omgggggggg soooo nice ah. i WANT! saw it on ebay. too bad they dont ship to singapore. ughh.
i need a new bag! i found an excuse to get a new one already!! the zip on my current bag isnt working so well anymore. PLUS, ive used it long enough to make the cost worth it - because i remember what cikgu cheah said about girls' tendency to waste money on expensive things which they dont really use on a regular basis. and he said his $__ shirt is worth is considering the number of times he used it. so let's say a 40bucks shirt.. you used it 40 times. so that's like $1.00 per use. the expensive price doesnt seem so expensive anymore, does it?! HENCE, my bag is worth it since ive been using it since march or smth - which makes it more than a hundred days, therefore, it's only a few cents worth per use. get it?

yupp! now time for a new bag!!! i'll go bag hunting sooon. oh and shoes too!

but then again... my bag can still be used. so why waste money and spend on something i dont really need? sigh. so i guess i'll have to think twice.

ahh headache la.
monday = RESULTS.
:s


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